Je suis malade, complètement malade, parfaitement malade

oh. oh my goodness. wow.




Je ne rêve plus je ne fume plus
Je n'ai même plus d'histoire
Je suis sale sans toi je suis laid sans toi
Je suis comme un orphelin dans un dortoir

Je n'ai plus envie de vivre ma vie
Ma vie cesse quand tu pars
Je n'ai plus de vie et même mon lit
Se transforme en quai de gare
Quand tu t'en vas

Je suis malade complètement malade
Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir
Et qu'elle me laissait seul avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade parfaitement malade
T'arrives on ne sait jamais quand
Tu repars on ne sait jamais où
Et ça va faire bientôt deux ans
Que tu t'en fous

Comme à un rocher comme à un péché
Je suis accroché à toi
Je suis fatigué je suis épuisé
De faire semblant d'être heureux quand ils sont là

Je bois toutes les nuits mais tous les whiskies
Pour moi ont le même goût
Et tous les bateaux portent ton drapeau
Je ne sais plus où aller tu es partout

Je suis malade complètement malade
Je verse mon sang dans ton corps
Et je suis comme un oiseau mort quand toi tu dors

Je suis malade parfaitement malade
Tu m'as privé de tous mes chants
Tu m'as vidé de tous mes mots
Pourtant moi j'avais du talent avant ta peau

Cet amour me tue et si ça continue
Je crèverai seul avec moi
Près de ma radio comme un gosse idiot
Écoutant ma propre voix qui chantera

Je suis malade complètement malade
Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir
Et qu'elle me laissait seul avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade c'est ça je suis malade
Tu m'as privé de tous mes chants
Tu m'as vidé de tous mes mots
Et j'ai le cour complètement malade
Cerné de barricades t'entends je suis malade

Have I mentioned that critical appraisals are just so incredibly frustrating? I'd happily shred those articles.

adagio. lara fabian

I'm supposed to be doing my critical appraisal. But I really love this song...

I don’t know where to find you
I don’t know how to reach you
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel you under my skin
Within my heart and my soul
I'll wait for you
Adagio

All of these nights without you
All of my dreams surround you
I see and I touch your face
I fall into your embrace
When the time is right, I know
You'll be in my arms
Adagio

I close my eyes and I find a way
No need for me to pray
I’ve walked so far
I've fought so hard
Nothing more to explain
I know all that remains
Is a piano that plays

If you know where to find me
If you know how to reach me
Before this light fades away
Before I run out of my faith
Be the only man to say
That you'll hear my heart
That you'll give your life
Forever you'll stay

Don't let this light fade away
No No No No No
Don't let me run out of faith
Be the only man to say
That you believe, make me believe
You won't let go
Adagio

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find my ground
'Cause I keep on falling as
I try to get away from this crazy world

if one dream can come true...

then I will love someone like you

a breather...

I really hope I can pass today's midsem... though I guess it could have been worse. And after spending pretty much the entire break cramming for it, I'm definitely not inclined to do any work tonight.

might as well catch up on the backlog of posts, hmm?

So... I promised Zhai ages ago to blog about the last formal dinner. Its almost ridiculous how long its been since... considering that the next formal dinner is next Saturday. I had a seriously good time dancing with Jono and Josh Boyle that night. Hopefully there'll be more dancing next week.

K block! and I like my dress. heehee

our table...

Caleb and I had absolutely no idea they decided to pop into the photo... but it seems to have turned out ok..

Speaking of dance... Andres and Daniel were teaching us salsa a few weeks back, on Daniel's birthday... so fun!!! A few of us have been talking about having dance nights... nothing's happened yet. soon, perhaps. Anna's really really good at merengue, and she also showed us a bit of Iranian traditional dance. And Jono picks up dance steps really fast... we were salsa-ing and cha-cha-ing in Sheng's room one night last week.

So, no, the midsem break wasn't all about cramming. I exaggerated. There was a bit of fun... starting with KTV on the first day of the break followed by a bit of shopping. Then some of the other K-blockers had a drinking night on Thursday. And someone ended up pretty high while the rest simply crashed and went to sleep. So I ended up running around with her for a bit (and being very amused!) until she was finally convinced to go back to her room to sleep. Thank you so much for the help Don... I seriously doubt I could have done it alone. We all ended up sleeping until lunch time. Yes, even this non-drinker.

Going to the city with Poh Fung this Friday!!! Yayyy~ For now... time for me to be off. buenas noches~

no hot water?!?!

The poor K blockers had to take freezing cold showers tonight because there was no hot water. At all. And I had to be the one to discover it (because no one else was in). And the water in the back wing, apparently, is dirty. I wonder what's going on... Let's hope its ok tomorrow.

On a more positive note... the GP visit was really really productive today!

I wanna watch a movie tonight... don't think I will though... big bad headache.